Monday, July 19, 2010

I dont get it...


Clarity is elusive for me right now. As soon as I feel like I have a handle on seeing the goal, it slips away from me like trying to hold on to clouds.

It goes to show that money has no bearing on my mood or on my feelings. Im full of "why's" and "why not's". "How is it that's" arent too far behind. Question with no answers frustrates me...

My best friend called me fire the other day. When he thinks of me, he doesnt think of anything other than fire. I struggled to understand the analogy. I get it to a certain extent.

"Why?" is prevelant again?

Why doesn't he see me?
If he does, why doesn't he say anything?
Why doesn't he love me when everyone else around me does?
Why? Why? Why?

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